Conrad Murray’s crazy lies or HOW HE KILLED MICHAEL JACKSON

Conrad Murray and the media are now busy creating new myths about Michael Jackson. Some of them are bad, some are crazy and some are downright terrible.

A TERRIBLE LIE

In contrast to your expectations the most terrible lie out of everything Murray is now saying is a lie about Michael allegedly self-administering Propofol and killing himself by accident.

In his recent interviews Murray proclaims himself an innocent man and openly shifts the blame onto Michael.

Another terrible thing is that this lie is being propagated by the media too, and they began doing it even before Murray went on TV and started telling his stories there.

The first time I noticed it was in the episode of “Celebrity Crime files” dated the end of October. 

If you scroll to the very end of the tape here http://tvone.tv/shows/celebrity-crime-files/video/celebrity-crime-files–michael-jackson-full-episode.html  (31:00 and to the end of the video at 34:40) you will hear the following text:

This blurred  scene suggesting that Michael self-administered propofol was repeated several times in the film though IT NEVER HAPPENED THAT WAY

Voiceover: Toxicology from the autopsy revealed a lethal amount of propofol – total of 15 milligrams in Jackson’s body. But the defense argues that Dr. Murray gave him only half that much and that it was Jackson who made up the difference.

Valerie Wass: “Dr. Murray and the defense believe that while Dr. Murray was outside the room Michael Jackson self-administered a dose of 25 milligrams of propofol through the IV port.

Voiceover: But not all experts agree.

Dr. Shaffer: “….. he grabbed the next dose in the syringe, drawed it and shoved it into the IV, that’s just .. it’s a crazy scenario”

Another expert: “He would literally have to get up, kind of sit up in bed and lean over, and reach out and push that syringe”.

Wendy Burch, KTLA reporter: “I as a court observer had a hard time believing that” 

Voiceover: Many in the courtroom wanted to hear Dr. Murray’s version of the events. But he opts to remain silent throughout the trial. On November 7th, 2011 the jury reaches a verdict:

• “We find the defendant Conrad Robert Murray GUILTY of the crime of involuntary manslaughter of alleged victim Michael Joseph Jackson.”

Voiceover: Murray is sentenced to a maximum of four years in prison.

Wendy Burch, KTLA reporter: “The defense of Conrad Murray just wasn’t strong enough ….and the charge of manslaughter seemed appropriate”.

Voiceover: But despite allegations of gross negligence on Dr. Murray’s behalf some remained conflicted about the case.

Dr. Tracy Faye Tolbert, Victimologist, Cal.StateUniversity: “Dr. Murray was going to be a scapegoat because someone had to pay.”

Voiceover: Later that month Dr. Murray’s lawyer files an appeal seeking to overturn the conviction. 

Valerie Wass: “He maintained that he is not responsible for Michael Jackson’s death. He stated that he wanted to bestow honor to the Jacksons’ family and to himself…”

“The defense of Conrad Murray just wasn’t strong enough?” What are they talking about at all??  Has any of them listened to the testimonies at the trial?

And they dare to call the charges against Murray “allegations” of gross negligence when the trial actually proved that Murray was grossly negligent and this is why he is a convicted felon now and not just an “alleged” criminal!

They are shifting the focus from the fact that all experts agreed that Michael Jackson could not self-administer propofol and are placing it on a lie that “not all experts” agreed about it, thus producing the opposite impression – while only one expert on the part of the defense ventured the self-administration idea and all the rest rejected it altogether!

They show the simulation of a fictional scene of “MJ doing it himself” several times over in the film and repeatedly accompany the scene with words describing how MJ could allegedly do it!

And they close the scene with a hint that Murray opted to keep silence because he wanted to “bestow honor to the Jacksons’ family”! The idea is that he felt sorry for them and this is why the noble he decided to keep silence, you know…

The film was shown sometime at the end of October and at the end of November Conrad Murray came on stage himself carrying with him a bag of lies one of which is that Michael allegedly “self-administered” the drug.

Here is an excerpt from his interview to 60 Minutes on Australian TV beginning with 0:30 (sorry for my poor transcript of it):

Part 1 of the bad theatrical performance: “If you didn’t put it there, who did?”  Murray: “Michael”

– The coroner found that Michael Jackson died of acute intoxication of propofol and that his body had enough propofol in it that would be equivalent to someone having a major surgery. How did that get into his body?

– Well, this takes an education….I did not give it to him.

– If you didn’t put it there, who did?

– Michael.

– I think the depute coroner pointed it out that it is absolutely absurd.

– No, it is not.

– It would be almost impossible for him to come out of a sleep, inject the propofol and be unconscious and indeed no longer breathing  in the two minutes that you said you left the room.

– One of the good things about the properties of propofol is that it is so quick to act and it is so quick for the effect to leave you.

– In two minutes he has come out of his sleep, he has injected himself with propofol that I’m assuming is handy to him  to be  to do, and then he is gone back to sleep and then blow me down he’s died.

– I’m saying that Michael Jackson died unfortunately from an accident based upon his actions.

– You made that up. You don’t believe it.

– What?

– It’s just not true.

– No, that’s not the case.

– If you were his friend…

– Uhuh

– …you would not tell that story.

– I was not present when Michael Jackson took matters in his own hand. Michael Jackson as you have realized now is a drug-addict.

– I have to be honest with you and say: A court didn’t believe you. The jurors didn’t believe you. The judge said this was medical madness, that it was a homicide case, not even malpractice. Michael Jackson died because you killed him.

– I did not kill Michael Jackson. I met Michael Jackson in his state, lifeless or not, I met him in a state, all I was I did my best to help and to revive him.

Murray does not even bother to explain things and simply states that it was Michael’s own doing. This Australian journalist takes care to  remind Murray that Michael received the amount of propofol equivalent to the quantity given to a patient during a major surgery and what does Murray say to that?

He is completely unperturbed by this fact, says nothing to explain it and simply repeats his  now ever-present mantra that Michael “took the matter in his own hand”.

Okay, if he so much insists on it let’s look into this version and answer the question if Michael could really “take the matter in his own hands”.

Could he?

No, he couldn’t. This is indeed an absolutely crazy scenario and there are very many reasons for it.

One of them is that there were no Michael’s fingerprints either on the syringe, vials or bottles of propofol.   

Dr. Shafer shows how difficult it is to draw liquid from a vacuum glass vial into a syringe. 2,5 ml is just what he managed to draw in.  This is the amount Murray claims  to have given to Michael

Another is that he would not be able to draw propofol into a syringe by himself because of a vacuum inside a glass vial.

Dr. Shafer showed it in the experiment he conducted before the jury. To be able to draw propofol through the rubber stopper one needs to know how to do it by pushing some air inside and back – otherwise the barrel stops and would simply not draw any liquid inside the syringe. I once tried it and the process was so hopeless that it sent me almost into a panic.

But even the difficulty in handling the syringe or lack of fingerprints are not the main factor showing that Murray is lying.

The main factor is that a syringe holds a maximum of 10ml of propofol while Michael died of about 206ml of it.

HE GAVE HIM MORE THAN 200ML OF PROPOFOL 

How do we know that Michael received at least 206 ml?

Easily – with the help of Dr. Shafer, the toxicology report and a precious table of recent scientific findings.

The toxicology report says that the quantity of propofol found in Michael’s urine was 0.15 micrograms per ml. Multiplied by the amount of urine recovered from Jackson (approx. 500ml) the residual propofol that went into his urine was the overall 82.5 micrograms. Let us remember this figure.

The toxicology report. Please pay attention to 0.15 micrograms of propofol in the urine

The precious table below shows us examples of how much Propofol goes into patients’ urine depending on the quantity they receive during operations.

The table was shown at the trial by Dr. Shafer who is not just another of those experts on propofol – he was actually the one who worked out dosages of propofol for the company producing it, so when he shares with us the latest scientific findings we can believe that we are getting the most accurate of information:

The closest example to Michael in the above table is a patient with 70.71 micrograms of propofol in his urine (its amount is approximately the same =530 ml). This was the quantity of residual propofol in micrograms accumulated in the patient’s bladder after 4 hours of surgery as a result of 200ml of Propofol administered into his blood during the operation.

But if 200ml of Propofol flowing in the blood leaves 70,71 mcg in the urine, in order to collect 82.5 mcg Michael was to receive an even bigger volume than that.

Dr. Shaffer said that according to the latest studies only 0, 004% of the Propofol injected into blood goes into urine (the rest breaks up on the way). In Michael’s case this 0,004% amounted to 82.5mcg (see the figure calculated above).

This gives us all the figures we need to know. Now to be able to find out how much overall Propofol Michael received on the night of his death all we have to do is calculate the 100% following a simple formula:

(82.5mcg x 100%): 0,004   = 2062500 mcg = 2062,5mg =  206ml of propofol.                                

So whatever method we use, judging by the amount of propofol in his urine Michael received no less than 200ml of propofol on the night he died.

MURRAY’S BIG LIE ABOUT THE NIGHT OF JUNE 24

Murray claims that he gave Michael only 2,5ml (or 25 milligrams) of propofol, while all the rest of it Michael took by himself.

And now that we know that the overall quantity was at least 206ml, following Murray’s story we are supposed to assume that the rest of 200ml was self-administered by Michael Jackson and in the two minutes while Murray was away. Really?

These two minutes are by the way another of Murray’s big lies. Judging by the phone calls he made that night  forty minutes of being away from Jackson look much more realistic, so let’s accept the period of 40 minutes as a much more credible working theory and also as the one more favourable for Murray’s present version.

This amended variant will now state that he gave Michael only 2,5 ml of Propofol and the remaining part of it (forget about 2,5 ml, it was 200ml!) was self-administered by MJ during the 40 minutes while Murray was away. Was it possible?

No, it wasn’t.

Why wasn’t it?

1000mg of propofol is equal to 100ml. On June 24th Murray gave Michael at least 2 bottles of it, 100ml each

For many reasons one of which is that those 200ml of Propofol came in TWO bottles of 100ml each.

This means that first Michael had to self-administer one 100ml bottle (for example, in the first half hour while Murray was away), and then had to stand up and self-administer one more bottle of 100ml of Propofol which was to drip into his body during the rest of the time while Murray was not by his side.

And the most interesting part of it is that Michael Jackson should have stayed alive during those two procedures.

You wonder why? Because if he had not survived up to the end of the second bottle his urine would not have collected the amount of propofol found during the autopsy (82.5micrograms) as urine is generated only while the body is functioning.

In other words those 82.5 micrograms could be accumulated only while the 206mls of propofol were flowing into his body, his heart was beating and his blood was circulating as a result of which those micrograms of residual propofol finally landed in his urine.

This brings us to a conclusion that though Michael received at least 206 ml of Propofol that night, all the time while propofol was administered to him HE WAS ALIVE.

So as a very minimum the above means that Conrad Murray’s description of the events on the night of June 24 is FALSE through and through.

The amount of Propofol he gave to Michael that night was far more than 2,5ml and Michael didn’t inject himself with anything at all – because there was no need to. That night Murray gave Michael at least two 100ml bottles of propofol and as a result of that Michael was asleep for several hours.

How long did he sleep that night?

As we already know in case of a major surgery 200ml are enough to keep the patient under general anesthesia for approximately 4 hours. General anesthesia or deep sedation means that the patient is most probably not breathing on his own, and his lungs are ventilated by a machine.

This was not Michael’s case as there was no equipment to assist him to breathe, so he was breathing naturally and this means that he was under a light sedation. But if the same amount of 206ml of propofol was given to Michael for a light sedation (with a less dosage) it could keep him sleeping for a much longer time – probably 7 or more hours.

So on the night of June 24th Michael was sleeping, and up till now Murray was telling us a huge pile of lies. The heart-wrenching account of Michael being unable to fall asleep until morning may have been true, only it must be referring to another night in the same period of time when Michael was indeed totally sleepless and was unable to attend those damned AEG rehearsals.

And if here Murray tells us a big lie it means that Murray is so pathological a liar that it would be sheer lunacy to believe him in everything else.

ANOTHER CRAZY LIE

However when it comes to Jackson every journalist turns into a sort of a lunatic and this Australian interviewer is no exception. She specifically wonders what our big liar Murray has to say about Michael as a human being and opens the subject with a leading question:

“What do you make of the man who is sleeping with a doll and an urine bag attached to him? What do you make of that?”

Since all Murray is capable of is a lie only let me be the first to answer this question. Murray did not have to “make anything” of that urine bag and could simply say everything as it was. The matter was explained to me by a nurse in a hospital where I recently stayed. She said that during anesthesia muscles relax, “all holes open up” and the body may not be able to hold what it usually holds.

Considering that each night Murray was giving Michael fluids to compensate for dehydration during rehearsals the condom catheter was a necessity as Michael was receiving an excessive amount of fluids and was getting them during anesthesia that was making his muscles relax.

There were pictures of babies all around. So what?

The doll was part of Michael’s room which among other things also contained pictures of children. These were probably the only reminder for Michael of the beautiful and innocent part of life which he had little opportunity to observe as most of the time he had to associate with the people he had to associate with. So at least during his sleepless nights he could look at some angelic faces and I cannot reprimand him for it.

Murray, a father of 7 kids by 6 different women, who does not give a damn about sustaining them in life, naturally has his own views on the problem.

After that question was asked of him and a theatrical scene of “overcoming his feelings” followed, this big connoisseur of human nature and a big drama actor finally declared:

Murray: “Michael…….I’m… I want to be so… I’m fair and I am open!…. and let me just say… that Michael is not a perfect man… By far! Michael has a huge dark shadow. Michael slept with dolls, yeah?” (she nods)

“Is that normal? No, it is not normal. But if you understood the history of Michael as a child and the things that he encountered in life and you are willing to listen you probably wouldn’t judge him. “

Interviewer: “Do you believe he is a pedophile?”  (frankly, she looked like the one who wanted to ask it from the very start)

This was followed by a scene of famous Murray’s stare for 15 seconds or so which ended in a statement:

Part 2 of the bad theatrical performance: “I’m not prepared [pause] to answer this question”

Murray: “I am not prepared … to answer that question”.

Then came a solemn whisper:

“Not now…”

(I nearly jumped up. And when, dear? When they pay you a 6-digit sum and not these 5-digit peanuts?)

“And I’ll tell you the reason why. Because my interview which is quite candid and honest… I won’t be able to fabricate anything…”

(You perfectly will fabricate, especially after you sent all these signals to the future publishers. I already see the title of the book and it’s called “The book of revelations”)

Interviewer: As a friend, as someone who was his closest friend (a slow and solemn nod from Murray) I would have expected you to say “Absolutely not”.

Murray: “Well, sometimes expectations are not always satisfied. But one thing I’ll tell you is this. I may have formed an impression of an individual based upon certain things that I’ve seen or encountered…”

Interviewer: ‘The reason I am pressing you is because by saying what you are saying are you deliberately muddying the waters here? Because this is what you are doing. You are leaving it unclear about your thoughts. Is that fair to Michael Jackson? Or do you have something that you know?”

Murray: “I am not here to be unfair to Michael and I am not here to destroy Michael”. (I am here to sell my future book). “You’ve asked a question and I am not prepared to answer” (because I haven’t yet decided what to invent and how to prove it).

And then again: “Not now”.

Part 3 of the performance: ” I loved Michael very, very much”. With love like this who needs hate?

Interviewer: “What responsibility do you take?”

Murray: “For his death? None”.

Interviewer: “None? Absolutely nothing?

Murray: “Nothing.  Nothing that I gave Michael Jackson that should have killed him”

The curtain falls.

Well, I have a couple of suggestions for Conrad Murray’s future book.

Even if Michael had had something to hide (though he had nothing) it is a big mistake to think that Michael would have shared his secrets with Murray to open himself to blackmail, extortion, civil lawsuits and other beautiful things he so heavily enjoyed in life. So in no way can Murray present it as an open revelation on MJ’s part.

This leaves Conrad Murray the only chance that MJ blurted out some “secret” under sedation. However here Murray will encounter another difficulty as Michael had similar experiences in life and stood their test perfectly well.

First of all, he was sedated by Evan Chandler when he was in his house in 1993. However even that masterful extortionist did not manage to extract anything incriminating from Michael – under sedation he giggled and revealed some secrets about gay men in Hollywood but did not say a single thing which would be of interest and instrumental for Evan Chandler’s cause. It was with some disappointment that Ray Chandler wrote about the failed attempt in his book.

Another case of interrogation was Uri Geller hypnotizing Michael and also asking him about “boys”. The answer was “No” again, after which Uri Geller invited him to his wedding and he and Rabbi Schmuley continued to be big friends of Michael Jackson until the moment both of them betrayed Michael – Uri by introducing him to Martin Bashir and Schmuley by fiddling with the funds of the Heal the world foundation.

And the third case of an undercover interrogation was when Michael’s big friend Conrad Murray made a recording of him which convinced us of Michael’s complete innocence.

When Murray was putting Michael under propofol he recorded what Michael was dreaming of, and contrary to what you could expect of a p-le, he was talking of his dream to build a hospital for sick children, how much it hurt him to see them ill and how badly they needed game rooms and movie theatres inside hospitals to help them recover. “They are sick because they are depressed” said Michael and he was right.

Under sedation he also said that he had no more hope in the present generation and spoke about God.

Here is the text of Murray’s recording of Michael:

Jackson:  Elvis didn’t do it.  Beatles didn’t do it.  We have to be phenomenal.  When people leave this show, when people leave my show, I am them to say, “I’ve never seen nothing like this in my life.  Go. Go.  I’ve never seen nothing like this.  Go. It’s amazing.  He’s the greatest entertainer in the world.”  I’m taking that money, a million children, children’s hospital, the biggest in the world, Michael Jackson’s Children’s Hospital.  Gonna have a movie theater, game room. Children are depressed. The –in those hospitals, no game room, no movie theater. They’re sick because they’re depressed.  Their mind is depressing them.  I want to give them that.  I care about them, them angels.  God wants me to do it.  God wants me to do it.  I’m gonna do it, Conrad.

Murray:  I know you would.

Jackson: Don’t have enough hope, no more hope.  That’s the next generation that’s gonna save out planet, starting with-we’ll talk about it.  United States, Europe, Prague, my babies.  They walk around with no mother.  They drop them off, they leave – –   a psychological degradation of that.  They reach out to me – please take me with you.

Murray: Mmmnh-mmnh

Jackson: I’m gonna do that for them.  That will be remembered more than my performances.  My performances will be up there helping my children and always be my dream.  I love them.  I love them, because I didn’t have a childhood.  I had no childhood.  I feel their pain. I feel their hurt.  I can deal with it.  “Heal the World,” “We are the World,” “Will You be There,” “The Lost Children.”  These are the songs I’ve written because I hurt, you know, I hurt.

Murray: You okay?

Jackson: I am asleep.

There is a saying that “what’s on a sober man’s mind is on the tongue of a drunk one” meaning that when we are sober we are able to control our subconscious, but when we are affected by alcohol (or are in a half-conscious state during anesthesia) the brakes loosen and the man will show his deepest innermost self which may turn out to be anything.

If the above was the worst of Michael Jackson I can give an oath on the Bible that he was the most innocent man I’ve ever seen in life. I’ve never heard any drunk man talking how to heal sick children and I’ve never heard anyone willing to give away his last money to build a hospital for them. And I’ve never heard a man under any sort of sedation to loose his tongue bad enough to speak of God as his guiding spirit…

So God please save us from the revelations of a certain Conrad Murray who is evidently planning to take it upon himself to share his views on the man of Michael Jackson’s caliber.

Those who spend their whole free time in striptease clubs, abandon their own children, lie like crazy and kill without any remorse should keep their valuable thoughts to themselves please and not lecture others about those whom they are unable to even minimally come close to.

WHAT MURRAY SAYS ABOUT THE WAY HE KILLED MICHAEL JACKSON

However some of Murray’s revelations are very eye-opening. Let us listen to what he said in another interview given to DayBreakiTV the transcript of which was made by the Boycott Murray campaign group:

Int: Conrad Murray served two years of a four year sentence. He joins us now live from the USA. You do honestly believe Mr. Murray that you did all that you could to save Michael Jackson, he was a very vulnerable and fragile patient, do you think you did all that you could?

CM: Yes I did.

Int: You do, you think… because really he trusted you, didn’t he? He trusted you and why didn’t you call the Emergency Services right away?

CM: I am a clinical specialist, I am clinically trained in medicine of the highest level as a specialist as well as a sub-specialist and therefore that is my forte, reviving patients who are requires (sic) resuscitation is what I do. So if I stumble upon someone in need of that type of resuscitative effort then I will go straight in to that mode to try and help.

Int: So you honestly believe that you took proper care, at the time Michael Jackson was in your care, that you took proper care of him.

CM: Just absolutely.

Int: Do you feel any remorse or feel guilty about what happened to him?

CM: I feel very sorry that Michael is dead, there’s no doubt about it. It is a loss I will never recover from, but as far as having remorse from doing something wrong, I did not do anything wrong. Actually, I am an innocent man who was persecuted to the maximum, sent to jail, and has been demoralized over years as far as, you know, being harshly persecuted in every possible way that I can think, but despite the pain and suffering I have felt I carry no grudges, I’m not in any way looking to avenge what has happened to me. I would like to have my story, hopefully on adversity I’ve encountered be used well so that I can save the lives of many.

Int: You talk about your pain and suffering. What about the suffering of Michael Jackson’s family, especially his children and his fans. I mean his family, they were traumatized by this and as were his fans too. Don’t you… I mean you talk about your suffering but what about theirs?

CM: I am very, very sad about Michael’s children, there is no question about it. You know I remember Michael’s daughter, Paris was telling me that she didn’t want to be an orphan. I was close to those children as a parent can be.

Int: You’re not close to them now though? You’re not close to them now surely? Not in anyway at all, they want you to go away really, I mean they’ve actually said that. They would actually like you to leave the United States and to be quiet.

CM: Well you know I can tell you this. The Jackson’s have caused so much damage to their own son, and if you are a person that is impartial and if you understand Michael – Michael has been devastated through the years by his own family. Michael severed all ties with every member of his relatives before he died. Now you don’t know that because you were not that close to him but clearly I do because I was right in his presence when he made some statements. There was no communication whatsoever.

Int: Well his family aren’t here to actually rebut these allegations they you’re making but clearly what you’re saying… You’re saying you are an innocent man, the jury didn’t agree. You went to jail, you were convicted and you went to jail and yet you sit here still maintaining your innocence.

CM: Absolutely. Have you ever seen innocent men that have been incarcerated and have then found out that an error was made and they finally are released. I’m a man who has been persecuted to the extent. At this time, up until now, I have been blamed by a key witness Dr. Shafer, who states that there was Propofol and in Propofol there was Lidocaine, and although he makes the claim, they have refused my defense team and or myself, despite all of our efforts to test the substance to further show that there is no Propofol that is left in Mr. Jackson, there’s no Lidocaine, there was no infusion. The evidence was very clear. There was no evidence of Propofol in the bag, in the line that should have been attached to the patient, none of that. It was not there. The evidence does not support that.

Int: Well that’s what you are saying, again I say to you the jury did not agree with you and that’s why you went to jail and if you’re saying you had nothing to do with it then why did Michael Jackson die? What happened?

CM: Michael Jackson? I met Michael Jackson in a state of distress. Michael Jackson was basically lifeless. I was not there, you know my arms could only stretch so far, I was not even present in his bedroom…

Int: Why weren’t you present? Why weren’t you there and what were you doing rather than attending your patient?

CM: There was no reason for me to attend to Mr. Jackson any further. Mr. Jackson was given a small dose of Propofol around 10:40 in the morning. I did not leave his bedside until about 11:20 – 11:25. The effects of Propofol are completely gone within 15 minutes of administration. He had no issues, I didn’t even expect Mr. Jackson to be sedated and to fall asleep with such a minuscule dose of Propofol. But in my absence, after leaving his bedside when the effects of Propofol was gone way beyond the 15 minutes, I was not on the phone you can also look at the phone records that they gave me. The last phone call I made ended was at 10:43. At 11:07 there was a one minute call that came in that was a voice mail call and the next time I used my phone was 11:20 – 11:25, I moved from his bedside only so I do not disturb him, but this was a man after nine hours of no sleep umm I wanted him to get some rest if it was possible.

Int: I find it absolutely astonishing that someone is being given a powerful drug like that, a drug that’s used, as I know personally, is actually used to put you out during operations. We’re going to have to leave it there for the moment, we’re going to talk to you lots, lots more about your relationship with Michael Jackson and your plans for the future. Mr. Murray thank you for the moment.

Transcription By: @sgaa_mj

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Did anyone pay attention to Conrad Murray saying that he left Michael’s side when he fell asleep and the effects of Propofol was gone way beyond 15 minutes?

I’m afraid that over here Murray is describing the process of how he killed Michael Jackson.

Let me explain.

Dr. Shafer proved to us that Murray gave Michael at least two bottles of Propofol 100ml each. This should have kept Michael under anesthesia for at least several hours if not the whole night.  His body was functioning as traces of propofol kept accumulating in his urine in quantities big enough to later betray to specialists the real amounts Murray gave to Michael that night.

The amount of propofol they found there showed that while Michael was getting those 200ml of propofol he was still alive.

But not until the moment he was to wake up.

The moment of controlled waking up from anesthesia is no less important than the whole period while the patient is under it. Every person who underwent anesthesia knows that the surgery is not over until after the anesthesiologist makes sure that the anesthetic is gone and the patient is conscious, fully awake, is able to talk and sometimes even to get up.

In short they never allow the patient to go on “sleeping” after the operation is over – even if they know that the patient did not sleep the whole previous night due to pain, worry or agitation.

Why do they never allow the patient to go on “sleeping”? Because sedation is a state which cannot gradually slide into a natural sleep on its own. These are different conditions, and the patient is to be first woken up from anesthesia and after the doctor makes sure that he is okay, he can sleep in his bed for as long as he likes. But not until after he comes out of anesthesia first.

All anesthesiologists who testified at Murray’s trial said that “bringing the patient back” is an obligatory part of their job. When Flanagan ventured a question why Murray couldn’t let the patient “go on sleeping if he was so desperate for sleep”, all doctors said that such a consideration was not even an issue – every patient should come to himself after anesthesia and if he does not wake up it is a case of grave emergency, an indication that something went wrong and that immediate resuscitation efforts should be made.

Flanagan insisted – and what if the patient did not sleep before that? Should the doctor wake him up even after only 15 minutes of anesthetic sleep?

The anesthesiologists replied that the period of sedation did not matter. Even if it was 5 minutes only, the wake-up procedure is an absolute must. They were so vehement about it that I remember Flanagan shutting up with his questions in some confusion.

But now I am beginning to recall all those Flanagan’s questions once again.

Conrad Murray was in the courtroom and also heard those answers of professional anesthesiologists like all of us did. So how can he say now that he left Michael’s bedside after the “effects of propofol were gone way beyond 15 minutes”? What does he mean by it?

Propofol works on the patient only while it is dripping into his body. When the propofol is gone its effect is also gone and the patient immediately wakes up. There might be a little lag between the last drop of propofol and the wake-up moment, but it can be 10 or 15 minutes at the most.

So after the last drop of propofol went into his system and the lag period also expired Michael Jackson was supposed to wake up and Conrad Murray was supposed to talk to him. And Murray does say that he waited for the effect of propofol to go for “way beyond 15 minutes” which means that he waited for Michael Jackson to wake up for more than 15 minutes after the last drop of Propofol entered his body.

However Murray does not say that after all that waiting Michael woke up. In fact we know for sure that Michael did not wake up because there is not a single instance suggesting it in any of the stories we have heard by now.

But despite the fact that Michael did not wake up Murray still left his bedside. He explained it by not wanting to disturb him:

• “I moved from his bedside only so I do not disturb him, but this was a man after nine hours of no sleep umm I wanted him to get some rest if it was possible”.

So what did Murray do if we listen to his story?

He waited for some time for Michael to wake up, decided that Michael progressed from anesthesia to natural sleep, and left his side to let him “get some rest”.

And if he did that way this was the most ignorant, most unprofessional and most tragic thing to do.

Following Murray’s own version the events were to come in the following succession:

• Murray watched the propofol to stop dripping
• Then he waited for some time for Michael to wake up
• Michael did not wake up though Murray waited “way beyond” 15 minutes within which time all propofol was to be out of Michael’s system
• Michael was quiet and Murray decided that Michael proceeded to sleep in a natural way and left his bedside
• And it never occurred to Conrad Murray that at that very moment Michael actually began dying.

During the trial Dr. Shaffer answered the question how the moment of Michael’s death would look like. He answered that the overall quantity of Propofol in Michael’s body would gradually build up to a dangerous level and at some point reach a threshold after which his breathing would stop.

He said that in the absence of equipment monitoring Michael’s breathing this stop could go unnoticed – especially if Conrad Murray was at some distance from his patient.

A very specific and totally heart-breaking point is that when Michael’s breathing stopped his heart would go on beating for approximately 10 more minutes. This usually happens due to the amount of oxygen still kept in the lungs.

If Murray had cast a glance at the pulse oximeter it would have shown him the pulse and the oxygen dropping in the blood. However I recall Alberto Alvarez testifying that he saw Murray clipping the pulse oximeter to Michael’s finger only when he was already in the room, so before that moment Murray had not been even using that device.

So in the absence of any heart monitor the most Murray could do was just feel Michael’s pulse by the hand.

What he would notice at that point was that the pulse was quicker than usual and Murray indeed spoke about something of the kind in his interview to the police. Dr. Shafer explained that this would be the reaction of the heart to the lack of oxygen in which the heart is forced to function when breathing stops. This agitation is the first signal it sends before it slows down and finally dies.

If Murray felt the pulse and its quickness satisfied him though his patient was already not breathing, in his utter ignorance he assumed that Michael’s anesthesia had progressed into a natural sleep and under that barbarian impression he left the room in order “not to disturb him” and “let him get some rest at last”.

Thus he left his patient to die and attended to his other urgent business – all those emails about the AEG insurance and the need to pacify his other patient who threatened to sue him for abandoning him after the operation.

What makes us think that this plain but utterly horrid scenario was a likely one?

Conrad Murray’s own words in his latest interviews.

Over there he lies about a “small dose” given to Michael that couldn’t have killed him, but this lie does not change the fundamental fact that after waiting for that dose to evaporate he did not wake his patient up and allowed him to “sleep”, not realizing that something terrible was already happening, his patient was not breathing and was on the verge of death.

In fact even now Conrad Murray does not understand the very basics of anesthesiology which say that every patient should be woken up even after the minimal of doses, and if he doesn’t wake up it means that he is dying. If Murray understood it he would not be speaking about it himself.

However Murray is an arrogant imbecile with a pathological love for himself, which prevented him from learning a little anesthesia at least during the trial when all those professional anesthesiologists were speaking.

Please look at his words again and you will see that what he essentially says is that though Michael did not wake up for 40 minutes from 10:40 to 11:20 (allegedly from a small dose of 2,5ml) Murray left his bedside and simply went away:

CM: There was no reason for me to attend to Mr. Jackson any further. Mr. Jackson was given a small dose of Propofol around 10:40 in the morning. I did not leave his bedside until about 11:20 – 11:25. The effects of Propofol are completely gone within 15 minutes of administration. He had no issues, I didn’t even expect Mr. Jackson to be sedated and to fall asleep with such a minuscule dose of Propofol. But in my absence, after leaving his bedside when the effects of Propofol was gone way beyond the 15 minutes, I was not on the phone you can also look at the phone records that they gave me. The last phone call I made ended was at 10:43. At 11:07 there was a one minute call that came in that was a voice mail call and the next time I used my phone was 11:20 – 11:25, I moved from his bedside only so I do not disturb him, but this was a man after nine hours of no sleep umm I wanted him to get some rest if it was possible.

Someone should tell Murray that the effects of Propofol are completly gone when the patient wakes up and not when the bottle is empty and he waits 15 minutes after that and thinks that the patient “has no issues”.

Murray thought that anesthesia progressed into a natural sleep, while in reality this is when Michael began to die and Murray didn’t notice it.

We also noticed it only four years later because this is when we finally understood it, but the so-called doctor Conrad Murray does not understand what he is saying even now!

The imbecile does not understand that this way he is telling us himself  that this is how he killed Michael Jackson.